Sarah Jane Sarah Jane...

Ok So I have been so obsessed with this whole Oprah's WON show voting thing, that it's honestly really hard to do or think about anything else!!! I can keep picturing me on a show, and how all of you would be right there behind me, like you've always been!!!!

It's amazing, I mean when you see some of these other people with like a million and a half votes, it really can make you feel less than, but then I keep going back to saying, "Well the PRODUCER PEOPLE AND MR. BURNETT, know what they are looking for, so if it's meant to be it WILL INDEED be. I'm just so excited and enthusiastic, like always.... hahahaha LOL that I WANT IT TO BE MEANT TO BE SOOOO BAD!" hahahaha I even was thinking that I wanted to treck my whole family over to Jersey for the open casting call, knowing full well that we can't afford something like that, because I'm like- If they could just SEE ME in person, they would know......" LOL But it's just so out of the question- I almost even bought a 10 tent at a garage sale yesterday thinking we could go camping in NJ. hahahahaha Oh well, I guess I'm just going to have to pray and wait and pray and wait, and if we are in the car on our way to Jersey, than I guess that is meant to be too. It's just so hard for a gal like me to wait for anything!!! I want it now, and HURRY UP LET'S GO, LET"S DO THIS!!!!! hahahahah

Thanks everyone for everything you are doing for me and my fam! This is such a crazy RIDE!!!!!

ALL OF MY LOVE, SARAH JANEY WANEY BANEY!!!! mmmmuuuaaaahhhh!