OK, SO HERE'S THE DEAL!

Ok, so by now I'm thinking that a lot of you are like, "What's the deal with Sarah Jane?!" All of the sudden I am obsessing about some online voting thing for Oprah and it may seem like my sizzle to take the fashion world by tornado with Sarah Jane Sarah Jane has died.... but let me tell you it HAS NOT!!! However, I do feel like God has placed some events in my life right now to prepare me for something HUGE! I would LOVE for it to be the OWN network show, but it might not be... Whatever His will may be I am doing my best to just BE- to just accept what is every single day. As you all can imagine having two little munchkins under 3 can be VERY demanding, and my husband Johnny has just started working more and more with an amazing live production company. But it's not steady and the hours are very random.... which turns everything else into randomness- But because of the MONEY I try my very best to NEVER turn him down.....

ok so where am I..... ok yea so as far as the SJSJ super duper hot accessory line, I am just working my little tail off to produce as much inventory as I can so we can start on a wholesale type situation. My goal is to be in a boutique near you with my fall collection! I'm my own little manufacturing company, but as many of you know being a mostly one of a kind designer right now, it's tricky- so anywhoooooo- Now with this whole Oprah thing.... .I have no idea what has come over me!! It's like non-stop in my head- consumes almost every thought....prayer.... my entire 1 billion member family (LOL) has been bitten by the VOTE FOR SARAH JANE bug too!!!! I mean........ what if I am struggling so much right now because my passion in life is switching and I'm really supposed to be in show biz.....wow exactly WHAT I NEVER WANTED TO DO!!!!! Chase the "making it" dream like the rest of my family...... that is probably why I tried to go to school to be a stinkin' doctor at first....it's like you can't fight what your chemical make-up is, or destiny.......I'm just the type of person who will take every single hard way first only to realize what life is really supposed to be like in the end!!!!!!!! WOW, I just never thought that I would want something that seems so out of reach so bad..... in fact I keep praying, "don't be too bummed out if they don't call you, don't get discouraged, what ever is meant to be will be, don't get too sad if they don't call you......you will get right back on the designer/ branding yourself wagon.......don't be sad if they don't call you...........oh please God, is your will for them to call me?!?!?! Maybe they will just want to give me a chance, try not to care about it....." I mean if you guys could hear out loud what my thoughts and prayers are..... HAHAHAHAHA LOL that could be one hilarious episode in itself!

well alright, just thought I would ramble on a little bit before bed.........sorry that I stink so bad at blogging....... it's been like 30 years since my last entry.... my followers have probably all died by now!!!! LOL just kiddin' ok g'night!!!!

pray pray pray that God's will is for me to at least make the first cut of this OWN network!!!!!!

peace, love, & showbiz.............zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz